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It was on a hot late Saturday afternoon in 2001 that my nephew dropped in on me in my home with a message from his gurus. I was hibernating then, staying away from all forms of worship taking what Lord Shiva had told me in a dream in 1988 to the extreme and ending all my readings, home puja, and temple worship. Lord Shiva seeing my torment at not getting answers to the sufferings others went through was merciful and compassionate enough to ask me to drop and shed everything I did then. That is when after 13 years my nephew Thayalan drops by giving me a message and a Vasudeva mantra that sets me back on track after the long absence. Later he passes me a painting of Lord Dhakshanamurty to worship telling me that I shall meet my guru soon. The following year Agathiyar comes as my guru in the Nadi reading and sends me off on a pilgrimage of Indian temples and finally to meet my very first guru in physical form, Supramania Swami of Tiruvannamalai on my last leg of the pilgrimage. Only did he reveal the source of the initiation a couple of years later. It was from Agathiyar. He used his network of gurus, Annamalai Swami and Gopal Pillai to convey the message in a trance through a devotee of theirs. As I believe the medium is not important but the message is I took on what was told to me and it set the path ablaze and removed all obstacles and simplified my journey. He gifted me a photo of Agathiyar at Agasthiyampalli after whom Agathiyar had asked me to commission his statue when he visited the temple. He and his family and friends were on hand to receive Agathiyar later in 2010 as Agathiyar entered my home as a bronze statue and invited him over to his home too.

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No puja is complete without a session of bhajan or songs in praise of the Lord. Jegan has always lifted our moods and elevated us to a state of ecstasy many a time with his singing during our prayers. Often his buddy Hari would accompany him with the beat. Jegan has lent his voice to our in-house production with Raagawave Production - "Agathiyar Geetham". 

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I am grateful for the calling that came through the Nadi reading, my first in 2002. It set the ball rolling getting me to seek to know more about Agathiyar and the Siddhas. Taking his word as the Gospel, I made my first pilgrimage to India the following year in 2003. As promised in the Nadi I met Supramania Swami of Tiruvannamalai. Three years on I met Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal of Kallar Ashram during his visit to Malaysia. As promised he groomed me on the ways and teachings of the Siddhas. I am indebted for life to these two wonderful souls who showed me the many forms of the divinity that is in and around us, with names, images, tags, and labels attached and given by us. After their demise, the whole pantheon of Gods together with the Siddhas came to reveal further and take our hands. What more can one ask for?

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Next in line is my family. I should have placed them at the beginning for they had been with me from the very start helping me with the preparations, during, and after the rituals conducted for the Siddha puja done in our home. Agathiyar tells us that we had all been together in a past birth too. He tells me further the reason I came to the Siddha path was because of them. Then came along many strangers seeking Agathiyar and sent by him to my home. They soon became family too. My family has grown in numbers since then.

Of course, I cannot possibly repay my parents who brought me into this world.

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Next in line in this series of "Souls Who Came By In My Life" is Surendran. Though he is mentioned 6th in line, he was one of the very first devotees of Agathiyar who came by my home as early as 2010 and has since then remained an ardent devotee of Agathiyar. He was chosen by Agathiyar I guess to bring in the news, latest developments, interviews, visuals, and audios that I have used extensively in my YouTube videos. He would get messages from Agathiyar regarding AVM and its direction through his numerous Nadi readings and convey them to us.

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Life is akin to going on a tour. We stop at places meet with others and take leave. We do some sightseeing and some purchasing and off we go on to our next destination. Meanwhile there are several others with whom we travel in the same compartment or vehicle. These are the family and friends who spend more time with us. And so many souls came by on my life's journey too. Most came to make my life pleasurable and memorable. Some came as a thorn that hurt. But we choose to recall the good memories and regard the bad experiences as things to avoid in the future.

Along this journey Mahindren came along in 2013 together with several other youths introduced to me by Bala Chandran. I would rather choose to see him as sent by Agathiyar himself to anoint and decorate his bronze statue at my home. He volunteered and took up the tasks of bathing and dressing up Agathiyar's statue to his hearts content and the satisfaction of Agathiyar himself. Today he carries on the rituals in the confines of his home with his family and occasionally drops by at my home and performs the rituals before Agathiyar at AVM.

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The reason I moved on to start another blog Siddha Heartbeat 2.0 was that there began to appear a lot of anomalies or inconsistencies in my writings on this original blog, which covered a part (since Sunday, 28 July 2013) of my journey of 20 years (2002 to 2022) on the path of the Siddhas. I did not want readers to become confused and question why observations made in the earlier posts defer with the latest. A reader had questioned me in my earlier days of writing this blog as to why I had deferred on the subject of karma. The young student had written to me in 2015, having followed my posts,

"saw ur blog when i searched "siddha heartbeat charity". charitable thoughts come only when u have done good deeds. what does  that "only" mean? i thought we could reduce our karma by helping others...i thought it was voluntary. does agathiar mean that u r fated to do charity?"

On another note, she wrote, 

"did agasthiar himself say that one is fated to read the nadi. if it is so then u r fated to change your fate. in short fate rules. this cant be right. and also in another writing on ur blog u mentioned that agasthiar told that 3 peoples karma was dissolved. and they would go to a temple as per fate. how is fate prevalent even after karma is dissolved? i m asking these questions with a sincere approach and humbly to know more about the siddhas. please reply dad."

"i would like to ask in which nadi reading has agathiar mentioned that he has taken birth many times?( i was reading age of siddhas 2)is it d same one where he said that he and ramalingam adigal r one? what was the wording? was it 'me and ramalingam are one' or ' i took birth as ramalingam adigal'?i mean when he said we r one he might mean that they are of same type...both in the form of light."

"i emailed tavayogi ji and asked him some doubts. he clarified and i think there should be an article on siddha heartbeat on these topics. he explianed that god is nothing but nature. god is not a person at all but just nature. and hence we are also part of him. thus none of shiva brahma or vishnu are god but all three are parts of god. this is what he told me...and this knowledge should be availble for all. it wud b grt if u could write a article on this.he also said that when agathiar says that we all are one it means that we all are of the same type...aathmas. it does not mean that we are one soul...but it means that we r all souls...same in all aspects." 

She eventually came around to understanding many things and dropped in a note.

"thank you...it was lovely conversing with tavayogi ji by email and also on phone. u have been forever supporting...cant thank u enough. thanks agasthiar also. wherever he is i know he is listening to me. i started with confusion and ended in bliss. it was a tough journey but the end couldnt be more perfect. thanks for writing ur wonderful blog and for replying to my every mail and comment. i know i have been very rude sometimes...and i am extremely sorry for it. my best wishes with u n anyone and everyone related to kallar ashram AVM and siddhas. i will pray for everyone always. thanks for the 24 min short potri. it worked! ...immediately. i listen to the moola mantra everyday on youtube. it is pacyfying and beautiful. u may not reply to this mail....as i know u r forever by my side. and i have agathiar standing behind me to catch me if i fall..thank u again."

Indeed someone had questioned Osho too as to why he said something earlier and was saying something else now. Ramana too had praised music to someone who performed before him and asked another to do something useful with his life rather than taking up music. Tavayogi too had explained the need to handle oneself with care and control if he was to carry the sacred Rudraksha on his body but soon turned to me and said "We do not need this, son." Why the difference in approach to each soul?

As a result, though I was very careful not to confuse readers I had to deliver the numerous messages that came across regarding even my earlier understanding of things and happenings. I pointed this out as a message in the cross-column HTML/JavaScript that was carried on each post. This message was only visible to readers viewing the web version and not the mobile version though.

We have moved. Please do follow us at Siddha Heartbeat 2.0. at https://gnanakottam.blogspot.com henceforth. As we step into the twentieth year of worship on the path of the Siddhas, we have had new insights, perspectives and understanding of many subjects taught and followed by the Siddhas. Our understanding, approach, practices, and even the tools have changed. Much of what was written at the beginning of this blog, except for the biographies, has been corrected, modified, enhanced, or made to drop by Agathiyar. Looking at the readership pattern, very few readers follow the current postings, keeping up to date with these changes. Many readers go back to review previous postings, or new readers might have dropped in on these past postings in their search for answers on the net. I fear that they then shall read and understand, and believe and adopt that as the gists and substance of the matter when it has gone through many changes. Hence there is a need to bury the earlier and past understanding and arise anew. This blog shall be public for a couple of days before it goes into oblivion. We shall continue the journey with Siddha Heartbeat 2.0. Thank you for following us all these years. Please do follow us at Siddha Heartbeat 2.0. at https://gnanakottam.blogspot.com henceforth.

This is a journey of evolution. Concepts, thoughts, ideas, knowledge, learning, practice, etc change over time as we gain more experiences on this journey. Much of what we had upheld earlier has been shattered by both Tavayogi and Agathiyar over time. Concepts do not hold water. Experiences wash away all the illusion that we have come to build around us over time. This is the time I believe Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal should be around in the physical form for me to check and verify the numerous changes both in thought and the body that is taking place. I really need him now. But though he is not with us in the physical form he comes through others to convey his messages regularly. So do Agathiyar and the other Siddhas too, not excluding the pantheon of Hindu Gods. It has been an exciting journey to this day. 

When Kalaichelvan dropped by at my home, AVM recently after the numerous lockdowns that disabled us to come together, he told me that he had observed that I had started Siddha Heartbeat 2.0 now. I went on to explain the reason as mentioned above. But he told me something that made me realize that though we have come some distance there are many who need to start somewhere. Hence the need for readers to read the earlier posts too. It made sense to me. 

There is no shortcut on this path. Each and everyone has to go through the regime of Soul advancement. We have to learn from our experiences. We have to get soiled and dirty. We have to burn ourselves. We have to make enemies. We have to make friends too. All these will make us mature and wise person. This is what Ramalinga Adigal told me that even the bitter experiences will bring on Gnanam or Jnana in us and asked that we bear with it.

So I shall take Kalaichelvan's word as that of Agathiyar and stay with this blog, the original. I shall bring in the several posts that I had aired on Siddha Heartbeat 2.0 and continue henceforth posting on both blogs.

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He came to witness our regular Pornami Puja or rituals conducted on full moon days after having a Nadi reading. He was a stranger to me then or so we thought. Agathiyar in his subsequent Nadi readings told us that we were together too in earlier births. He called my phone and called on me after his first Nadi reading on the advice of Agathiyar in the Nadi and Nadi Nool Aasan T.Ramesh. He began to participate in all our home prayers. Soon he spread the news about his Nadi reading and his visits to my home to his former schoolmates. They had come together to perform charity under the banner Thondu Seivom much earlier. With their arrival too, my home needed a name to identify and locate. Agathiyar Vanam Malaysia (AVM) was born. Soon Amudha Surabhi (AS) emerged as a charity arm of AVM. These youngsters were the driving force behind AVM and AS. All credits go to Balachandran, the one who started the ball rolling. He was the commander-in-chief of the team just had he had been on the battlefield in one of his previous births. He contributed many digital artworks for our use on Siddha Heartbeat.

Today he is the proud father of a set of twin daughters and a son, Agatheesan, named after Agathiyar.

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The one who mooted me to live stream the pujas initially on Ustream.tv and later Live -YouTube, which otherwise was conducted within the four walls of my home, was Molly Menon who later became to be known to others as Jnana Jothiamma a name given by Agathiyar. 

She had emailed me after reading my now-defunct website indianheartbeat. 

Greetings to you Sir, I am Mrs Menon. I was reading an article from Agasthiar.com......when one link led to another and then to another another and finally saw this link........My travels with Supramania SWAMY. The attachment shows the site .....under the caption "from my travels in India"...form where I was able to get the complete picture of your travel and experiences with the Tavayogi and Subramaniya swamy. 

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FROM MY TRAVELS IN INDIA.

PRAYERS WITH SUPRAMANIA SWAMI

Later that night at 7.30 pm, Supramania Swami lead me on prayer in his kudil. The Swami started chanting his guru Yogi Ramsuratkumar's (Visiri Swami)name. The chant went YOGI RAMSURATKUMARA, YOGI RAMSURATKUMARA,YOGI RAMSURATKUMARA JAYA GURURAYA.

After about a few minutes into the chant, I heard another voice - that of a male chanting together. I could hear Swami’s voice. I could hear mine too. So who was this third-person chanting with us? There was no one else then in the kudil. Swami's wife and son had gone out. I did not open my eyes. Eventually, after about twenty minutes, Swami ended the chant and the voice was not heard again. I had wanted to ask him about this third voice but completely forgot. 

SUPRAMANIA SWAMI’S LIFE IN BRIEF

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This interested me a lot....a I had for a very long time trying to find out visit Saint Agasthiar's cave. I read all the articles posted on Sadhguru Venkataraman's site. What is this person who is mentioned as Tavayogi. Is he a guide or an Enlightened Master. Then I saw this link which shows...."email me ". Hence I thought I would email and find out the details of all that is mentioned here. I would also like to know who shanmugam.avadaiyappa is /regards. mrs menon. 

I live in the United States and am planning a trip to India around July. God willing......I will try and visit Tavayogi's ashram in Kallar, Kovai. If you are on skype or yahoo. we can chat & you can tell me the details ...before I go. 

Hence began a wonderful relationship between her and my family. She left for Kallar ashram in 2011 and was blessed to begin her journey on the Siddha path by Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal, Mataji Sarojini Ammaiyar, and Agathiyar. Returning to the USA she prompted me to air live the puja I did at home. She would watch the puja from her room at her aunt's place. 

She also introduced me to Skype where she would speak to me for hours on end about Agathiyar. Agathiyar would take the opportunity to interrupt our conversation and speak to her on Skype. Wanting to see Agathiyar in my home, she followed us landing in Malaysia within hours after me and my family arrived home from visiting her and Kallar ashram in 2013. She spent just four days with Agathiyar and left to return the following year. 

Moving back to her birthplace of Kerala and Chennai where she studied, she went on an extensive pilgrimage of discovery. Agathiyar arranged for her to be brought places. She spread the essence of Agathiyar's teachings brushing it on to all those who came within some distance. If initially, she went in search of the Siddhas after confining her to her room in an apartment in Chennai, she was visited by the Siddhas later. She has since passed away.

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Many good souls have come by since I started on my journey seeking to know the Siddhas taking up the invitation by Agathiyar in my very first Nadi reading back then in the year 2002. I thought I shall pay tribute to these kind souls in a series of posts on Siddha Heartbeat 2.0

The one that came to my mind was a medical student Stalingiri hailing from South India who was studying in Russia then. He came into my life in 2014 having emailed me. He took it up upon himself to create digital posters announcing the many live streams I did back then. I am indebted to him for he took the trouble to engage in this tedious work amidst his studies. Today he is back in India.