Friday, July 29, 2022

LESSON 3 - KNOW THY BREATH

After coming to recite the names of the Siddhas and conducting the associated rituals shown by the guru, the guru brings us into carrying out simple yogic practices. If we had picked it up elsewhere or from books or by watching videos, the guru comes to officially teach or show us the techniques. Agathiyar and Patanjali taught me through the Nadi readings. Tavayogi when he was in Malaysia showed us a full set of asanas and pranayama. But none of us realized the value of his teaching then. Later Agathiyar in the Nadi mentions that it is a treasure chest that he has delivered to us. True enough upon further reading I realized the importance of asanas and Pranayama for one seeking the divine. 




Later upagurus like Acharya Gurudasan help us fine-tune these practices filling us with the theories behind the practice. He echoed B K S Iyengar's words in ‘LIGHT ON THE YOGA SUTRAS OF PATANJALI’, HarperCollins Publishers India, 1993, "Asana is moving into various positions, finding perfection in the pose and maintaining it, and reflecting on it. Only when effortful effort in an asana becomes an effortless effort, one has mastered the asana. He says each asana has to become effortless."


Agathiyar who taught us the breathing practices including a practice called naadi suthi or purification of the nerves through alternate nostril breathing, mentioned at one stage that there was no need to carry it out but it shall go on, on its own and we were to just observe its flow.

Tavayogi in his book, ‘ATMA TARISANAM’ quotes from Agathiyar’s "SAUMIYA SAGARAM", verse 250, where it is mentioned nine asanas that are of utmost importance. The asanas are Go‐mukha‐asana, Padma‐asana, Vira‐asana, Simha‐asana, Path‐e‐asana, Mukt‐asana, Mayura‐asana, Vajra‐asana and Suga‐asana. 

By consistently carrying these practices out, we shall see some noticeable difference in us which would come to the attention of others around us too. One big and prominent change would be in the volume of air that we begin to take in after starting the practice. We could hear the bellows or blows in our quarters that Tavayogi emits while he does the pranayama practice in his room in the old ashram. Tavayogi says, to control Prana is Pranayama. Prana is the vital force that moves this universe and all of creation. The force that moves this universe moves the individual too. It enters the individual through and along one's breath. He says whatever forces are in motion in the universe are also available in the individual as subtle forces. One who harnesses these forces conquers nature and gains control over it. The control of Prana leads to deathlessness. He quotes the Siddha Tirumoolar, "The one who masters the art of inhaling, retaining and exhaling of breath need not fear death ‐ he overcomes death."

Swami Vivekananda says "The whole world is in motion because of Prana. The most obvious manifestation of Prana is the breath. To reach the subtle we must take the help of the gross, and so, slowly travel towards the most subtle until we gain our point. To get into the subtle perception, we need to begin with the grosser perception. From the external, we move to the internal. Use the breath to slowly enter the body and find out the subtle forces at work in the body."

We are moved by Prana to inhale and exhale. Swami Vivekananda says "All are parts of the same ocean of Prana; they differ only in their rate of vibration" and adds further, "Every part of the body can be filled with this vital force, Prana, and when you are able to do that, you can control the whole body. Great prophets of the world had the most wonderful control of the Prana, which gave them tremendous willpower; they had brought their Prana to the highest state of motion and this is what gave them power to sway the world. 

Swami Rama in ‘MEDITATION AND ITS PRACTICE’, the Himalayan International Institute of Yoga Science and Philosophy of the U.S.A, 1992, describes Prana as "the first unit of energy."

Yogi Ramacharaka says in ‘THE SCIENCE OF BREATH’ published by W. & J. Mackay & Cg. Ltd., Chatham, 1903, "Just as is the oxygen in the blood used up by the wants of the system, so the supply of Prana taken up by the nervous system is exhausted by our thinking, willing, acting, etc., and in consequence, constant replenishing is necessary."

Swami Rajarshi Muni in quoting "The Yoga Chudamani Upanishad" in his book ‘YOGA‐THE ULTIMATE ATTAINMENT’, Jaico Publishing House, 2004, writes that,

"Oxygen is capable of sustaining only the gross body, while the vital force nourishes and sustains the subtle body. This vital force flows through the channels of the subtle body and can rejuvenate even the gross body, increasing its longevity."

We too sensed the breath enter to expand to the state where we fear our body would explode. It traverses throughout the body till the finer reaches at the tips of the hands and feet and the roots of the hairs. After years of practice, we shall reach out to the prana all around us without the need to carry out these practices. We connect automatically the moment we bring the thought towards our breathing and watch it. Henceforth we are only asked to watch it. With the aid of mantras, the intensity of these energies is exemplified and is then transferred to others around us by way of touch. The Siddhas come to help us connect further with the consciousness showing ways to tap these energies. 

Swami Vivekananda elaborates in his ‘RAJA YOGA – Conquering the Internal Nature’, Advaita Ashrama, Calcutta, 1998,

"We shall gradually see the reasons for each exercise and what forces in the body are set in motion. All things will come to us, but it requires constant practice. No amount of reasoning which I can give you will be proof to you until you have demonstrated it for yourselves. As soon as you begin to feel these currents in motion all over you, doubts will vanish, but it requires hard practice every day."

LESSON 2 - KNOW THE SIDDHAS

Once we know what we had done in the past births that deserved this birth, it is time for us to look for a way out to come out of this cycle of birth and death. The Siddhas who came before us had found the way and the means to achieve that. For us to attain that state we either have to gain apprenticeship under a Siddha directly which is difficult to come by as it is very rare to come by a genuine Siddha, another alternative is to worship the known and established Siddhas. With their worship, if they will they shall come as a guru to take us further on this journey. Calling me to the path through their Nadi, Agathiyar moved the Nadi reader to pass on a tiny book containing a compilation of the names of these Siddhas. Sivabalan who brought in the Nadi readers from India was moved to pass me a painting of Agathiyar. Hence my journey started. I began to worship and recite the names of the Siddhas upon reaching home. 

Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal of the Sri Agathiyar Sri Thava Murugar Gnana Peedham Thirukovil has compiled and given an extensive list of names of 206 Siddhas under "HYMNS OF PRAISE TO SIDDHAS" or "SIDDHAR POTRI THOGUPPU." He tells me the names listed by him are those of authentic Siddhas and have had references in other Siddha works and writings. He tells me it was sufficient to recite these names and when done diligently and without fail one shall have their (Siddhas) grace immediately.

1. Agathiyar,

2. Agapai Siddhar,

3. Asuvinitdevar,

4. Athirimagarishi,

5. Ambigananthar,

6. Arunagirinathar,

7. Arulnanthisivachariyar,

8. Allamapirabu,

9. Alukanni Siddhar,

10. Asidevamagarishi,

11. Alagananthar,

12. Arithamagarishi,

13. Anjanadeva,

14. Atchayadevarishi,

15. Atithamagarishi,

16. Aritsamagarishi,

17. Atreyamagarishi,

18. Asavalayanamagarishi,

19. Anantha Siddhar,

20. Edaikadar,

21. Ramalinga Adigal,

22. Ramadevar,

23. Ramananthar,

24. Umabathisivachariyar,

25. Ubamanyumagarishi,

26. Usanamagarishi,

27. Uthayagiri Siddhar,

28. Avvaiyar,

29. Kanjamalai Siddhar,

30. Kadaipillai Siddhar,

31. Kaduveli Siddhar,

32. Kannananthar,

33. Kanni Siddhar,

34. Kanabathidasar,

35. Kananathar,

36. Katambamagarishi,

37. Kabilar,

38. Kamalamunivar,

39. Karuvurdevar,

40. Kalluli Siddhar,

41. Kalaicoathumunivar,

42. Kaubala Siddhar,

43. Kanaramar,

44. Kagabujandar,

45. Kasibar,

46. Kalanginathar,

47. Kanvamagarishi,

48. Karkamagarishi,

49. Kausamagarishi,

50. Kanagamagarishi,

51. Kangeyamagarishi,

52. Katyamagarishi,

53. Kabalamagarishi,

54. Kakeyamagarishi,

55. Kartikeyamagarishi,

56. Kalavamagarishi,

57. Kalinganathamagarishi,

58. Kalamagarishi,

59. Kanbamagarishi,

60. Kinthamagarishi,

61. Kiruthumagarishi,

62. Kusarishi,

63. Kutsagarishi,

64. Kugainamasivayar,

65. Kurunamasivayar,

66. Kutambai Siddhar,

67. KumaraGurubarar,

68. Gurudhaksanamurthy,

69. Gururajar,

70. Kurumbai Siddhar,

71. Kurmananthar,

72. Konganamagarishi,

73. Korakar,

74. Kausigar,

75. Kautamar,

76. Sangarshanamagarishi,

77. Satumugamagarishi,

78. Satananthamagarishi,

79. Sangumagarishi,

80. Sanatanamagarishi,

81. Chandirakulamagarishi,

82. Savitiramagarishi,

83. Sangiyayanamagarishi,

84. Sandilyamagarishi,

85. Santirayanamagarishi,

86. Saratvanthumagarishi,

87. Salihotramagarishi,

88. Satvikadevamagarishi,

89. Sangamuni Siddhar,

90. Sangaramagarishi,

91. Sangili Siddhar,

92. Satchithananthar,

93. Sattanathar,

94. Sandikehsar,

95. Sathyananthar,

96. Chitramuktar,

97. Sivayogamamunivar,

98. Sivananthar,

99. Sirungimagarishi,

100. Sivayambuvamanumagarishi,

101. Sugabrahmar,

102. Suntarananthar,

103. Sundaramurthi,

104. Sutamunivar,

105. Suriyananthar,

106. Sulamunivar,

107. Saykilar,

108. Sethumunivar,

109. Sorubananthar,

110. Somagamagarishi,

111. Saunagamagarishi,

112. Jambumagarishi,

113. Janagar,

114. Janantanar,

115. Janatanar,

116. Janakumarar,

117. Jabalimagarishi,

118. Jeganathar,

119. Jeyamunivar,

120. Gnana Siddhar,

121. Damarananthar,

122. Danvanthiri,

123. Tayumanar,

124. Tananthar,

125. Tatisimagarishi,

126. Tambamagarishi,

127. Talapiyamagarishi,

128. Tathuvagnana Siddhar,

129. Trikona Siddhar,

130. Thirugnanasambanthar,

131. Thirunavukarasar,

132. Thirumaligaidevar,

133. Thiruvaluvar,

134. Tirunabindhumagarishi,

135. Dhurvasamunivar,

136. Teraiyar,

137. Tevatattamagarishi,

138. Tevalamagarishi,

139. Tevaratamagarishi,

140. Nanthanar,

141. Nanthisvarar,

142. Nathantha Siddhar,

143. Narathar,

144. Nagaradevamagarishi,

145. Nondi Siddhar,

146. Pandrimalai Siddhar,

147. Pattinathar,

148. Pathragiriyar,

149. Patanjaliyar,

150. Paratuvasar,

151. Paramananthar,

152. Parasarishi,

153. PampaticSiddhar,

154. Bagadevamagarishi,

155. Parvathamagarishi,

156. Bhaskaramagarishi,

157. Pingalamunivar,

158. Pidinakisar,

159. Bhirugumagarishi,

160. Brahmamunivar,

161. Pirunjakamunivar,

162. Pirungumagarishi,

163. Pipalamagarishi,

164. Punnakeesar,

165. Pulatisar,

166. Pulippani Siddhar,

167. Pundarigamagarishi,

168. Purukothamagarishi,

169. Punaikannar,

170. Bhogamagarishi,

171. Machamunivar,

172. Mayuraysar,

173. Manikavasagar,

174. Markandayar,

175. Malangan,

176. Matangamagarishi,

177. Manurishi,

178. Marisamagarishi,

179. Mandavyamagarishi,

180. Mukthananthar,

181. Mutkalamagarishi,

182. Meikandadevar,

183. Maunach Siddhar,

184. Megasanchararishi,

185. Maitrayemagarishi,

186. Mrityunjaya,

187. Yakgnadevamagarishi,

188. Yuhgimunivar,

189. Yoga Siddhar,

190. Yogananthar,

191. Rohmarishi,

192. Raipriyamagarishi,

193. Vasudevamagarishi,

194. Vamadevar,

195. Valakilyamagarishi,

196. Vasisthamagarishi,

197. Varatarishi,

198. Vararishi,

199. Varagimigi,

200. Valmigi,

201. Vedamagarishi,

202. Vyakramar,

203. Vyasamunivar,

204. Vilaiyathu Siddhar,

205. Vidanamunivar and

206. Waythantha Siddhar.

Thavathiru Rangaraja Desiga Swamigal of Sri Agathiar Sanmaarga Charitable Trust Ongarakudil, Thuraiyur lists 131 names of Sidhas in his "SIDHARGAL POTRI THOGUPPU."

Veeramanidhasan Aiya has compiled 773 lists of names in his "GURU PUJAI - SRI SIDHARGAL POTRI MANTHIRA MALAI", 2005.

Rajkumar Swamigal of Brammarishi Hills lists 210 names.

Korakar mentions sixty-four Siddhas who started madams and headed them. The list is as follows. (Information sourced from "SIDHARGAL KANDA AHVIGALAI VIRATHUM MULIGAI RAGASIYANGAL" by Jegatha. They are:

1. Agathiyar,

2. Aghoramunivar,

3. Amuthavanandhar,

4. Athimunivar,

5. Anandhamunivar,

6. Rasamunivar,

7. Kamalanandhar,

8. Karunaiyanandhar,

9. Karuvanandhar,

10. Kalanandhar,

11. Kuruvanandhar,

12. Kurmanandhar,

13. Kauthamunivar,

14. Korakar,

15. Sachuthanandhar,

16. Sattaimunivar,

17. Sandigamamunivar,

18. Sadhasivamamunivar,

19. Sadhanandhar,

20. Sathiyanandhar,

21. Samaiyavanandhar,

22. Saruganandhar,

23. Saruvanandhar,

24. Sisuvanandhar,

25. Sidharishi,

26. Sidhanandhar,

27. Sivamunivar,

28. Sivanandhar,

29. Sinmaiyanandhar,

30. Sugarishi,

31. Sukiramunivar,

32. Suthanandhar,

33. Sundaranandhar,

34. Suriyanandhar,

35. Saithanyamunivar,

36. Shiruvanandhar,

37. Thuruvanandharmurthi,

38. Nandiyanandhar,

39. Pathanjalimamunivar,

40. Paramanandhar,

41. Brahmamunivar,

42. Brahmarishi,

43. Brahmandhar,

44. Pulastyar,

45. Puranavanandhar,

46. Purananandhar,

47. Machamunivar,

48. Maunamunivar,

49. Muthanandhar,

50. Mularishi,

51. Yathithamunivar,

52. Yegarishi,

53. Yogarishi,

54. Rudrarishi,

55. Logavanandhar,

56. Vasamuni,

57. Valaiyanandhar,

58. Vanendramahamuni,

59. Viswamunimaindhar,

60. Viswarishi,

61. Viswanandhar,

62. Vishnumunivar,

63. Vidhanandhar and

64. Viyasarishi

Over the years having read many books on the Siddhas I began to compile a comprehensive list of names of Siddhas to recite at home. Soon this was taken up in the temples too. Agathiyar then sends a guru in the physical form who walks the path of the Siddhas to guide me further. He brings my family into the worship of the Siddhas. Later Agathiyar brings relatives and friends to worship his statue in my home upon his arrival having commissioned and made in  Swamimalai. Three years later he sends youngsters to my home to participate in the Pornami puja after their Nadi readings. He sends us out to do charity too. This is how the Siddhas come into our lives inch by inch, reminding me of the camel's story. But in that story, the owner gets kicked out of the tent and regrets showing empathy and compassion to the camel by inviting it in and saving it from the sandstorm. Here the camel envelops us into its grips never letting us go. Even if we chose to leave the Siddhas shall never lose sight of us.

For those new to the worship of the Siddhas sing their praise and they shall come. Invite them into your homes and your hearts. Soon your home and your hearts shall become their temple, abode, and cave as my home became their garden or Vanam. This is the start of the journey of inner reckoning. This is the first step to gaining their blessings and later their grace. Step on it.

LESSON 1 - KNOW THY KARMA

Tavayogi echoes the words of Buddha “What you are is what you have been, what you will be is what you do now.” Padmasambhava too says the same, “If you want to know your past life, look into your present condition; if you want to know your future life, look at your present actions.” No one can give a simpler description than those of karma. 

Eknath Easwaran in ‘DIALOGUE WITH DEATH - A Journey through Consciousness’, Jaico Publishing House, 2002, writes,

"Whatever we are today is the result of what we have thought, spoken, and done in all the present moments before now - just as what we shall be tomorrow is the result of what we think, say, and do today." He drives the point that the responsibility for both present and future is squarely in our own hands.

Since he says that "Past and future are both contained in every present moment", I guess then that the only moment that is real is the present. 

Sogyal Rinpoche in his book ‘THE TIBETAN BOOK OF LIVING AND DYING’, HarperSanFrancisco, 1993,

"Karma, then, is not fatalistic or predetermined. Karma means our ability to create and to change. It is creative because we can determine how and why we act. We can change. The future is in our hands, and in the hands of our hearts. As everything is impermanent, fluid, and interdependent, how we act and think inevitably changes the future."

When we come to the Siddhas the very first thing they address is our karma. Coming to their Nadi, we are told of our past karma. 

Now I understand that deep-gazing look I got from a stranger sadhu in ochre robes whom I met at an ashram in Lunas, Kedah many years back. He blessed both my nephew and me. Later my nephew who had met him earlier in Penang tells me that he materializes his body in many places and returns to his place of origin in India. He saw him again in Maran, Pahang. There was something peculiar about his gaze. It was penetrating going beyond my body. His gaze was out of this world. It was deep and penetrating. I have yet to see another look at me that way. When I mentioned this to my nephew he replied that he was scanning me and stopped at that. If there is karma then there is birth. Karma is the cause of birth. I guess as each of us carries out baggage of karma, that shaped this body and shapes our thoughts and actions, he saw through me and my karma. I guess they identify who they can lend a hand to come out of their karma and progress spiritually by just gazing at them. Only when karma is reduced can man approach God. It is an important aspect of the spiritual path. Supramania Swami too sat with me for 5 solid hours and saw through my life just sitting with his eyes closed. It was an amazing 5 hours. I sat in awe and disbelief. All he told me has come true. 

Ramalinga Swami, a recent Siddha, shivers at the thought of a long list of "crimes" that could possibly bring on birth. He documented this in his ‘MANUMURAI KANDA VASAGAM.’

“Did I create fear in others?
Did I hurt my loved ones?
Did I summon and tarnish others?
Did I stop others from making donations?
Did I smear my friends?
Did I sabotage friendships?
Did I speak gossip that lead to families being destroyed?
Did I refuse to help one in need?
Did I increase taxes and rob others?
Did I make the poor suffer?
Did I act unjustly?
Did I stop the means of income of others?
Did I entice others and cheat them?
Did I rip work but refused to pay accordingly?
Did I adulterate rice with pebbles?
Did I ignore the hungry?
Did I refrain from feeding the poor?
Did I expose those that had taken refuge with me?
Did I aid those who committed murder?
Did I scout and spy on behalf of thieves?
Did I snatch properties belonging to others and lied to them?
Did I sleep with those who had lost their virginity?
Did I abuse virgins who I had a responsibility to protect?
Did I rape those who already had had a husband?
Did I lock up birds in their cages?
Did I not feed the calves?
Did I build up this body by consuming meat?
Did I poison drinking water?
Did I fell trees that gave us shade?
Did I destroy others out of revenge?
Did I demolish public halls?
Did I not listen to my parents?
Did I not greet my guru?
Did I not give my guru his dues, for his sustenance?
Did I envy the learned?
Did I find mistakes in the writings of the wise?
Did I offend devotees of Siva?
Did I offend the yogis?
Did I prevent the public from conducting their prayers by shutting the doors to the temples?
Did I smear the name of the Lord?
What sin did I do? I do not know”, questions the saint.


Going by the list, I have done several of those sins, hence a reason to be reborn. Agathiyar exposed them in my Kaanda Nadi. But the most compassionate Siddhas did not turn me away. He gave me remedies to carry out. He asked me to worship the Gods and Goddesses, the deities, and the Siddhas too. Tavayogi points to all those who sought a solution to life's problems, to start reciting the names of the Siddhas and praising them. The late Astrologer and Siddha physician Dr. Krishnan advocates the effectiveness of prayers too having asked me to start. Agathiyar in the Nadi says prayers definitely help overcome karma. Supramania Swami asks that I light an oil lamp and pray and he and the divine shall come through the flame. The sacrificial fire that is lit as a part of rituals invites Gods and deities to revisit us and bless us. Agathiyar tells us that the Siddhas arrived and took their places during one such Homam and the ground beneath us shook. Only Mataji was aware of it. 

Paramahansa Yogananda in ‘AUTOBIOGRAPHY OF A YOGI’, Self Realization Fellowship, 1990, quotes his master Sri Yukteswar.

"By a number of means - by prayer, by will power, by yoga meditation, by consultation with saints, by use of astrological bangles - the adverse effects of past wrongs can be minimized or nullified."

Seeing me follow his directives, and coming to the worship of the Siddhas, after three years, Agathiyar comes again in the Aasi Nadi and takes me into his arms. Henceforth he came often in the Nadi guiding me as to what to do.

God does not interfere in our lives unless we ask him to. Annie Besant and Bhagawan Das in ‘SANATANA DHARMA’ published by the Theosophical Publishing House, 2000, write that,

"The laws of nature state conditions under which certain results follow. According to the results, desired conditions may be arranged, and, given the conditions, the results will invariably follow. Hence the law of nature does not compel any special action, but only renders all actions possible."

The most compassionate Siddhas having lived a life like us know pretty well of the trials and tribulations, the misery, pain, and sufferings, of humanity, though they took it on, wished for others to be relieved of their sufferings and to be shown a path. Velayutham Karthikeyan Aiya informs us how the Siddhas came about to write the fate and destiny of individuals who they knew would one day come before them to know their fate. I give the English translation of the Tamil piece below.

"The Siddhas, being compassionate and kind, put forward to God their wishes for humanity. They had a wish, that whosoever sought them for solutions to their problems and after knowing the reasons surrender to them, they shall be pardoned for their past deeds, however bad and evil they may be, and shall not be put through the trial and tribulations and made to face the consequences but instead, be saved. God granted the Siddhas this wish. The next instant the Siddhas wrote down the reasons for each seeker's problems, sins, diseases, illnesses, and sufferings.; listed out solutions and remedies; and showed ways and means to overcome or end them  They wrote them in Tamil prose on dried palm leaves. These writings came to be known as the Nadi."

He had posted revelations and happenings linked to people who came in search of the Jeeva Nadi in possession of the late Hanumathdasan of Chennai, in his blog http://siththanarul.blogspot.com. 

One's karma is revealed by the Siddhas in the Nadi, or if his Guru chooses to reveal it. One comes to know it in near-death experiences or as he sits in deep meditation. 

Having understood karma and its domino effects we are required to tread carefully so as not to incur more negative karma but instead increase the positive karma. Hence we are set on a course of doing puja and charity. Once the scale is balanced, one has to refrain from performing even the positive karma for that would have to be honored requiring to take on another birth. So to end this cycle of birth does that mean we do nothing? 

Lao Tzu asks us to go with the flow. From Henry Wei in the ‘GUIDING LIGHT OF LAO TZU’, Synergy Books International,

"So much emphasis does Lao Tzu lay on the most important doctrine in regard to spiritual cultivation known as Wu Wei or non-action which is in the sense of non-interference, that is to say, non-interference with the trend of nature or the flow of Tao."

We can continue to engage though in noble activities that help to uplift the lives of fellow humans as stated in Agathiyar's 5 tenets for humanity, without claiming credit for it. The good karma earned is placed at the feet of the divine. 

Ram Das in ‘PATH TO GOD - Living the Bhagavad Gita’, Harmony Books, 2004, explains.

"If we want to get done with it all, it is clear that the first step in the process is to stop creating new waves. We’re never going to be finished if we keep making new waves for ourselves every day. Once we’re acting purely out of dharma and not out of any desire, we’re no longer making waves. When you’ve totally surrendered to your dharma, when you’re no longer trying for anything, that’s your way through."

Dr. Hiroshi Motoyama in ‘KARMA AND REINCARNATION’, Piatkus, 1992 says it beautifully, 

"Dissolving karma through learning detachment - nonaction within action i.e. acting out the unfolding of one’s day-to-day life continuously but without attachment to the results of the action"

Sara Cornwall quotes from the "Bhagavadgita" at https://lotuspeople.com.au/,

"In the Bhagavad Gita, Krishna said: “Let your concern be with action alone, and never with the fruits of action. Do not let the results of action be your motive, and do not be attached to inaction.”

She shares her understanding, "What this means to me, is letting go of the desire to control outcomes, but rather to focus on the only thing I can control, my own actions."

To the Tibetans, they accept karma as a natural and just process. Karma inspires them to be responsible for whatever they do, says Sogyal Rinpoche.

"We must realize that every moment in our life, every joy, and every sorrow, can be traced to some source within us. There is no one “out there” making it all happen. We make it happen or not happen according to the actions we perform, the attitudes we hold and the thoughts we think. Therefore, by gaining conscious control of our thoughts and attitudes by right action, we can control the flow of karma. Karma, then, is our best spiritual teacher. We spiritually learn and grow as our actions return to us to be resolved and dissolved."

Indeed karma is our best spiritual teacher. 

Thursday, July 28, 2022

LET US GIVE WAY TO THE YOUNG

AVM Agathiyar who visited the home of a staunch devotee and his wife and children chose to stay for a while. Sri Krishna and Sri Dewi gave way to their two daughters to conduct abhisegam for Agathiyar. 


















LET US OPEN OUR HEARTS AND HOMES TO OTHERS

When I came to scout around for more information after Agathiyar asked me to come to the worship of the Siddhas, I was puzzled. A group in the name of Agathiyar had moved on to the recitation of Ramalinga Adigal's Agaval and worshipped the flame of an oil lamp. Another was engrossed solely in doing charity. A head of another group who moved out of his ashram was seeking a conducive place to meditate!!! He also condemned my worship of Agathiyar's idol quoting Sivavakiyar's songs. Apparently, I came to know of many more groups existing in the name of Agathiyar that I never ventured to get to know. I wondered why did not they all come together in the name of Agathiyar and work towards a common goal rather than exist as different entities with different agendas. I decided to go solo.

Twenty years later having walked the path myself, I have begun to understand these reasons. They cannot possibly come under an umbrella. Though the core business is one those who initiated these groups want to be in charge. My wife hit the nail on the head when she said, like everything else, we get a "high" from doing rituals and charity too. We want to keep on doing it. We become addicted to it. But Agathiyar broke our addiction to it all. He stopped the puja and charity we did. Even after Agathiyar brought the shutter down many in the AVM family too could not accept. They requested to revive everything back to the "good old days" since the restrictions to contain the pandemic have been lifted. 

Tavayogi broke my attachment to all the religious insignia and even to him. He told me that we do not need them. Though they gave us the tools needed at the appropriate time of our journeying on the path, they soon had us place them down and pick another and proceed on our walk. We never carried them with us physically though it was readily available to us when there was a need or use for it for we knew the know-how and the recipe and could source the ingredients as and when needed. Agathiyar stripped us naked of all our "possessions" during the past 2 1/2 years of the pandemic. Back then looking around us, we saw devotion as a weekly, seasonal and occasional thing. Agathiyar wanted us to pick up the tools and make it a daily affair in all our lives within the four walls of our homes. He tamed us. He quietened us. He broke our spiritual ego. He filled us and emptied us. Today we stand naked before him as we did the very first day. 

We must learn to see divinity in all things. Then we shall be immersed in his thought all day long, even in the midst of doing our chores and carrying out our responsibilities. The saints took on a bigger responsibility. When Tavayogi's daughter cried out to Agathiyar for taking him away from the family, Agathiyar in the Nadi asked her if she wanted her father to be only a father to her siblings and her or to be a father to all. 

This is how our role changes as we move on in life. This is the said evolution of the soul. Just as Agathiyar sees only our souls, we begin to see the souls in others and associate accordingly. Hence compassion arises for all souls. One then works towards uplifting another, as mentioned in Agathiyar's 5 tenets for mankind. The divine in return works through him to deliver his messages. He becomes a messenger of God. All saints were God's messengers.

But I guess God's formula does not work for all at the same time. Many come only to leave as Agathiyar and Tavayogi say they need to settle their worldly duties, realize their desires, and at times settle the score with others. As the soul travels on a different timeline engaging with others momentarily, make good use of the time we spend with them. Tavayogi was an old soul who was summoned to guide us in present times. Similarly, I always had a yearning thought that Ramalinga Adigal should have come now. He had come too soon and too early for his times. I believe there would be more takers if he was to preach his teachings now.

Only in 2008 did I come to know that Tavayogi had opened up his heart and home to accommodate seekers on the path of truth back in 1994 in his hometown of Tirupur hosting puja and worshiping Arutperunjothi, walking in the footsteps of Ramalinga Adigal. The same was said of me by Bala Chandran in his opening monologue during the release of our in-house Cd album "Agathiyar Geetham" in collaboration with Raagawave Production. Only then did I realize, as Bala mentioned, that I had unknowingly opened my heart and home to others in joining me and my family in the numerous puja. I guess that was the least I could do for my gurus, who send them over to my home. If the puja filled their hearts with bliss, my wife filled their tummies with delicious food and drinks. I guess we can rest in peace that we have done a small part in bringing the worship, teachings, rituals, practices, and lifestyles, of the Siddhas, to those who came seeking our home. Though we hardly know much about the boundless entity that we call God we can share that much that has been shown or taught to us to others and that is what we undertook to do. We shall together walk the path to knowing him eventually. 

Wednesday, July 27, 2022

LET US TAKE UP THE TOOLS

After heeding his call to come to the worship of the Siddhas, Agathiyar had given me many tools and practices to journey further. This shows his concern and compassion for us. It makes us wonder if we really deserve it for we know where we stand. But as Agathiyar says he only sees the Atma.  

Swami Yukteswar too had "advised a new student who occasionally expressed doubts regarding his own worthiness to engage in yoga practice. "Forget the past", Sri Yukteswar would console him. "The vanished lives of all men are dark with many shames. Human conduct is ever unreliable until anchored in the Divine. Everything in the future will improve if you are making a spiritual effort now." (Source: Paramahansa Yogananda's "Autobiography of a Yogi", 1990).

Immediately after the Nadi reading, he has Nadi Nool Aasan Senthilkumar pass me a tiny book containing the names of the Siddhas that ends with "Om Yennilaa Kodi Devargal, Sidhargal, Rishigal, Munivargal Thiruvadigal Potri Potri." That was my introduction to who the Siddhas were and their numbers. I was also given a painting of Agathiyar by the late Sivabalan who brought in the Nadi readers from India. Although I was told by the late Dr. Krishnan in 1996 about the Siddhas and their Nadi and the reason his predictions did not happen for me, I was fated only to see my Nadi six years later when I turned 43 as revealed by Agathiyar. Going back to the good Dr. to enquire why Lagna or Ascendant in my horoscope differed from what Agathiyar revealed in the Nadi and giving him the good news that Agathiyar wanted me to worship the Siddhas, he subsequently made me a yantra and passed Agathiyar's mantra "Om Sing Vang Ang Ung Mung Agatheeswaraya Namaha" to me to recite with. 

A year before I read the Nadi, my nephew mysteriously passes me the Vasudeva mantra "Om Namoh Bhagavathe Vasudevaya Namaha" after he was instructed by his Paramaguru Gopal Pillai. Later he tells me the instruction to pass it came was from Agathiyar. The Siddhas have their ways and means and use the existing network of gurus to deliver their messages. 

Armed with his painting, a long list of Siddha names, his yantra, and the mantra I began my journey. I was a lone ranger then carrying out what I was told to do. My wife and children would watch and eye me going in and out of the prayer room not knowing what was going on. But my wife used to have gurus and saints appear in her dreams. 

After I met Supramania Swami in Tiruvannamalai he gave me a Shiva mantra "Hara Hara Siva Siva Sivasivaya Namasivaya Sivayanama Om" as a guru diksa. Three years later Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal of Kallar Ashram who was in Malaysia gave me and my wife Agathiyar's mantra "Om Sim Vam Arm Um Mum Agatheesaya Nama" as a diksa. He explained the reason my wife had those dreams. They wanted her to come into their fold too. 

And so the Siddha puja was taught to our two daughters too. The family used to sit and recite the names of the Siddhas and Agathiyar's mantra accompanied by lighting the homam. When five years later Agathiyar came into our home as a statue, we began to carry out libation or abhisegam too. Looking for suitable song to accompany each of the 16 items that we used for his abhisegam, I received 23 songs from Mataji that we modified for our purpose. Our puja was now complete. 

Along the way Agathiyar gives us his Moola Mantra "Aum Srim Aum Satguru Patame Saaba Paava Vimosanam Rowga Ahangaara Dhur Vimosanam Sarva Deva Sagala Siddha Oli Rupam Sarguruve Aum Agastiya Kiranta Kartaaya Nama"  that wards off curses, sins, illness, and arrogance.

This puja was observed and followed and brought back to the homes of the devotees who Agathiyar sent to my home after their Nadi readings. When Tavayogi visited us again in 2016, he was delighted to see the Siddha puja had caught up with others too. I guess I had carried out my obligation to my gurus to their satisfaction. Whenever we recite the names of the Siddhas coming in our midst they join us in puja. 

After Agathiyar brought the rituals to an abrupt stop, Ramalinga Adigal delivers us his Arutperunjothi mantra, "Arutperunjhoti Arutperunjhoti Taniperunkarunai Arutperunjhoti". These days they call us to recite the Arutperunjothi mantra whenever they come. They rejoice in singing together with us. This mantra energizes the whole place and all of us. It connects us to the prapanjam.

I am obliged now to continue writing this blog as he wants me to do so. After penning it I sit back and read with awe at all that is written. I am amazed too and move over to him and thank him for the writing. It is a learning for me too. The blog too has begun to serve as a tool of learning. The videos of the events we carried out add spice to these writings. He runs the show and we are merely tools in his hands. 

LET US BALANCE THE SCALE

We are here to shed all that we have carried with us in numerous births. Not realizing this we keep gathering, collecting, and hoarding more. The pandemic in a way thought us to shed our daily habits and practices. If I had thought that I had wasted precious time doing nothing, Mahin made me realize this. When Lord Murugan told Arunagiri to do nothing (Summa Eru), I guess that was what we were to do too. 

I guess we had balanced the scale. Having started the Siddha worship in 2002, we had put some 17 years into it. He stopped it. Having taken up the noble act of doing charity in 2013, after 6 years he asked us to stop that too. If we were to continue our acts it would have tipped the scale and gained more merits for us that would have to be honored in subsequent births. As the idea here is to end the cycle of birth all good things too has to come to an end. All the puja and charity had cleansed our past karma to a certain extent too I guess. When the fields had been removed of weeds, the guru came in to sow the seeds and nurture them. We have grown into seedlings looking up to the sun for survival. Agathiyar shines like the morning sun. 

In lighting the sacrificial fire, we think that we are to appease the Gods with our offerings just as we place offerings before him at the temples. This most of the time is an inducement to get the Gods to grant our wishes and fulfill our desires. What we should do is burn all our negativities and impurities, weaknesses and faults, karma and wrongdoings in the fire pit. That's why it's called a sacrificial fire.

We have lost that genuineness and sincerity in all our actions. Behind all our actions is a selfish motive. Agathiyar told me that the homam I was asked to do was for the good of all creation. Tavayogi started doing the annual Sarva Dosa Nivarana Maha Yagam which was an offshoot of his earlier intention to appease Mother Nature after she belted the coastal areas in several nations causing tsunamis in 2004.  All good deeds done toward the well-being of others are not accounted as karma and it does not add to our ledger. On the contrary, anything done with vested interest does add to the account. 

Man has erred for ages. But that is the way to learn too through making mistakes. After revealing my past karma and sending me on my maiden pilgrimage to India to carry out the remedies, Agathiyar waited a couple of years before coming to me in the Nadi again. He told me to forgive myself for my past misdeeds. It was all his doing too he added. I needed those experiences too he said. That is the compassionate father, willing to forgive us. 

In Paramahansa Yogananda's "Autobiography of a Yogi", 1990, Yukteswar advises a new student who occasionally expressed doubts regarding his own worthiness to engage in yoga practice. "Forget the past", Sri Yukteswar would console him. "The vanished lives of all men are dark with many shames. Human conduct is ever unreliable until anchored in the Divine. Everything in the future will improve if you are making a spiritual effort now." That is the compassion of a guru, ever willing to forgive us.

We are lost. We start our search with a very vague vision of what we want in life. We know that we have come for a purpose but that is veiled and shrouded from us once the "I" in us springs up. The Nadi can help us know our purpose. The guru can reveal our purpose. A near-death experience can reveal our purpose. Or going into the depths of meditation we can come to know our purpose. Agathiyar in giving us the 5 tenets states knowing thy purpose is the foremost accomplishment of mankind.

Lama Surya Das in his "Awakening the Buddha Within", Bantam Books, 1997, stands before his guru Lama Yeshe not sure why he was there. 

"The first time we met I remember that he asked me what I was looking for and I had to honestly admit that I didn‘t exactly know. He said, "Let's see if we can't find out together." Together was a magical word!" The guru aids us in finding out our purpose here. That's all he does. Tavayogi too pointed out what I was to do and stood aside, never keeping tabs on me, never pressuring me, never breathing down my neck, and never gave discourses. We were free to explore the path. No doctrines, dos, and dont's, no conforming to rules and regulations, etc. 

All the saints came with a purpose. Shiva reveals to Sankara his purpose. 

"Vyasa edited the Vedas... you who have a real understanding of the purport of the Vedas, should write a new commentary on the brahmasutras... then appoint competent disciples as guardians of the Vedic path in different parts of the country. Having accomplished all this you return to my state with the satisfaction of having fulfilled your mission." (Source: "Sankara Dig Vijaya - The traditional life of Sri Sankaracharya" by Madhava Vidyaranya, published by Sri Ramakrishna Math, Madras, 2005.

Babaji informs Shama Churn (Lahiri Mahasaya) of his purpose when he wanted to leave everything and follow Babaji. Babaji tells him that "he would have to remain in the family ambit as a complete householder and practice austere Sadhana."

"Since ages vexed householders have prayed to their respective deities, thus "O God, show us such a path that will enable us to practice Sadhana by remaining within the family. Barring family life, we cannot practice Sadhana." Bhagawan sends such a guide who being a family man himself, can show the true path to householders. Shama Churn descended on the earth with a noble vow. He had pledged to householders that he would show them a marvelous, skillful facile path of yoga. Now providence pulled Shama Churn towards the path he was destined to take." (Source: Satya Charan Lahiree in "Purana Purusha Yogiraj Sri Shama Churn Lahiree)

On the local front, Raman Nambiar who later came to be known as Gnana Pitha Shivananda came to Malaya in 1937 and set up the Siddha Vidhya Sangam in Setapak in Kuala Lumpur. He started the Sidha ashram on a 7 ½ acres of land in Tasik near Kroh in Perak which devotees donated. Then he left for India. His devotees started the Swami Shivananda Paramahansa Dhynana Mandram in Bagan Serai, Perak. Prior to his arrival in Malaya, Siddha Bhogar appeared in front of him and gave him initiation. He left on a pilgrimage to the Himalayas on 5 January 1910. He returned from the Himalayas in 1913 as Swami Shivananda Paramahansa. In 1914, he went on a pilgrimage throughout India. He was in Pavanagar, Peshawar, Tirusoor, Savakadu, and Kadathanadu before establishing Samapanthi Bhojana Sangam in 1921. This was later renamed Sidha Samajam. (Source of information: "Siddhaveda Sinthanaigal" by Pa. Subaiyah, published by Shivananda Paramahansa Dhyana Mandram, Malaysia.)

Tavayogi's guru met Swami Jeganathar in Malaya in 1930 and Jeganathar took him as his disciple and gave him a new name - Chitramuthu. Jeganathar helped Chitramuthu realize his true self, his full potential, and his mission in life. He returned to India and left for Malaya again in 1940. This time he came to spread his teachings. He wore kaavi robes and took on the role of a spiritual teacher. He left for India in 1947, leaving behind a large following who had regarded him as their Guru. He was back in Malaya in 1951. He preached at the Sree Thandayuthabani temple in Penang, the Aruloli Murugan temple in Penang hill, the Maha Mariamman temple in Ipoh, the Court Hill Pillaiyaar temple in Pudu, the Scott Road Kandaswami temple in Brickfields, the Athi Eswaran temple in Sentul, the Sree Maha Mariamman temple in Jalan Bandar, the Shivan temple in Jalan Sungei Besi, Kuala Lumpur and the Mariamman temple in Singapore. (Source of information: from Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal, the Thirupur Thaaiveedu Ainthavathu Andu Niraivu Vizha Malar, 1994, and http://thaaiveedu.blogspot.com.)

Chitramuthu Adigal's guru and Tavayogi's Paramaguru Sri Jeganatha Swamigal did not start a movement as did his students. He kept to himself in his hut that "Hinduism Today," describes as "a small, rude hut far from civilization, in the emerald jungles of Tapah, Malaysia; his spiritual home the infinite realms of Siva consciousness." 

At the age of eighteen, he left India for Chittagong in Burma. Later at thirty, he tracked down to Malaya through Thailand, finally crossing into Malaysia (then Malaya) in his late 60s. He lived in Alor Star (now Alor Setar) and the island paradise Langkawi in North Malaya. He was in Baling for eight years. Moving further south to Tanjong Malim, he worked as a brakeman in the Malayan Railways for four years before heading for Singapore. Arrested and jailed in Taiping by the Burmese security forces loyal to the British in Malaya who mistook him to be a spy, he was released the following day without any interrogation. He stopped over at Seremban on his way back from Singapore. He then moved northwest to Teluk Anson (now Teluk Intan), a small town located at an estuary, where he undertook charity and fed the poor. Finally, he settled in Tapah where he built a hut for himself near a Chinese graveyard and continued his sadhana and tapas, or austerity here. Jeganatha Swamigal purchased three acres of rubber land in the vicinity and allowed the locals to build their homes on his land. He kept to himself except for the moments when the locals come over to look into his needs. He went into samadhi in 1959. Tavayogi introduced us to this place revealing the above story of Sri Jeganatha Swamigal's travels to Malaya. Since then this place has become popular. Today a newly renovated samadhi temple welcomes his devotees. 

Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal too was purposed to come over to Malaysia by Agathiyar to continue the work of his guru Chitramuthu Adigal. He made numerous visits to Malaysia and Singapore from 2004 to 2016.

Tuesday, July 26, 2022

LET THE GURU BREAK US

Ramalinga Adigal lived only as recent as the nineteen century (5 October 1823 to 30 January 1874). He was born into a modest family.  Like us, he took to temple worship and worship at home. His favorite spot was the Kandasamy (Kandakottam) Temple in Chennai and his sport and pastime was worshipping Lord Murugan. Later as a young adult, he visited Lord Murugan at Thirutani, Lord Shiva and Vadivudai Ammai in Otriyore, and Lord Nadarajah in Chidambaram. Arriving at Vadalur, he started the following establishments; the Sanmarga Sangam, the Sathya Dharma Salai where he fed the poor, and finally envisioned and built the Sathya Gnana Sabai where he worshipped God in the form of light and called him Arutperunjhoti. He stands out as an exemplary with regard to gratitude. When one reads the songs one would realize the amount of gratitude Adigal had poured forth. He poured forth his spiritual experiences in more than six thousand verses which were compiled into the "Thiruarutpa". The "Thiruarutpa" is full of the experiences of the Saint and he has handed it down to us so that we too could follow in his footsteps. Tavayogi once told me listening to the "Thiruarutpa" itself is sufficient for one to realize Gnanam. 

Swami Chidvilasananda in writing on our scriptures in "Inner Treasures", a Siddha Yoga Publication, 1995, could not have described it better.

"What you are reading in the scriptures is the personal record, the experience of seekers who went across the sea of ignorance. They became known as the Siddhas, the knower of the truth, the great ones, and the elevated ones. You are reading the wisdom that came from all their effort, inspiration, and sacrifice. These verses are what they heard when they reached the most profound states of meditation. So, when you study the scriptures, what you are really doing is spending time in the company of these great souls."

Carl Sagan in an excerpt from the 11th episode of his legendary 1980s Cosmos series, titled “The Persistence of Memory” in referring to the book says that "A book is a proof that humans are capable of working magic."

"What an astonishing thing a book is. It’s a flat object made from a tree with flexible parts on which are imprinted lots of funny dark squiggles. But one glance at it and you’re inside the mind of another person, maybe somebody dead for thousands of years. Across the millennia, an author is speaking clearly and silently inside your head, directly to you. Writing is perhaps the greatest of human inventions, binding together people who never knew each other, citizens of distant epochs. Books break the shackles of time."

Indeed in reading his "Thiruarutpa" we are inside Ramalinga Adigal's mind. Though he merged with the source in 1874, as Carl Sagan says, he is speaking clearly and silently inside our heads, directly to us. We are glad that he decided to share his songs and writings. Imagine if he had not done so. We would be lost souls.

Swami Chidvilasananda wrote that Tukaram Maharaj chanted incessantly, pouring all the insights of his perfected sadhana into songs too. These are not merely songs but spiritual experiences of the saints. Nay, as Ram Dass wrote in "Paths to God - Living the Bhagavadgita", Harmony Books, 2004, the Gita is Krishna.

"You see, you have to understand: the Gita isn‘t a book about Krishna - the "Gita" is Krishna." Similarly, the "Thiruarutpa" is Ramalinga Adigal. Ramalinga Adigal is the "Thiruarutpa."

He finally settled in Sithivalagam in Mettukupam. Above and beyond these achievements is that he dematerialized. S. Shivajayakumar in an article on the net describes his feat.

"Vallalar on his own has considered it necessary to disintegrate the divine constitution and disperse the sparks in every soul as seeds are sown in the fields.... he disintegrated his whole being permanently like the virtual particles which fill the cosmos." 

An article on the website http://www.ramalinga.com carries this great moment of merger seen in meditation by Mother Mira Alfassa. This is indeed a rare account of the mystery behind Ramalinga Adigal's dematerialization. 

"I had the rare vision of Vallalar's universal luminous golden form. In fact, the immensity of his golden form contained in it the whole universe. This form too disappeared from my view and was replaced by another vision in which I saw the golden light of truth-knowledge and grace entering into all the directions more speedily than lightning. It permeated and pervaded the whole universe and the farther pure worlds of consciousness. It entered into our earth and all its crores of the physical forms of beings and objects and in the apparently insensible matter and even in the very dark realm of the vast in conscience. All the forms that were permeated by the golden light of truth changed into golden forms of beings and objects. The golden light entered my whole adhara including the physical body. My body felt in all the cells vibrations of ease and pleasantness."

On this website, it is mentioned too that,

"Only the grace light is the inexhaustible feed that may return the body to be full of force and vigor, restoring the DNA chains fatally damaged by the madness of the human who runs towards self-destruction. The grace light may transmute the cells of the body in total and definitive manner, for the full achievement of the golden immortal body. Then the divinity descends and settles in the disciple's heart, which becomes entirely filled by him. Captivated by the ardent fire of the divine essence, the disciple stops thinking, feeling, acting, and even existing. He has become pure love and compassion, and this is what he spills on all the beings. This secret, which has been hidden and now is divulged according to the explicit wish of Ramalinga, points to the disciple's heart as the end of the path shown by him. To say "heart" isn't referring to the physical heart or the heart chakra, although its location is near to both of them. The heart is the purest and hidden place, only stepped by God. Ramalinga himself revealed this secret in this verse: The boundless benevolent Jothi abides in the heart of those who have realized the deathless body as clearly as the fruit in their hands." Lord Muruga as Kugan is said to reside in the cave or Kuhai in the heart chamber. Tavayogi in autographing my copy of his book "Andamum Pindamum" wrote "Aandavan Uraigindra Edam Thangal Ullam, Athuve Payanathin Thodakkamum, Mudivum" when translated meant, "God lives in your heart, that is where the journey starts and ends too" and signed off.

Like these scriptures that came down to us, by the grace of the Siddhas we are blessed to read the Nadi that guides us to a better life, both spiritual and material. It amazes me even now to think how my life took a turnaround after I saw the Nadi. Agathiyar showed me, my gurus, through his Nadi. When we came to Tavayogi he had a mantra for us. "Arul Gnana Jothiye Agathin Jothi, Tani Perung Kadavule Agatheesar Aavaar." This mantra describes Agathiyar as the Light, the Light within, and the Most Compassionate God.

Satguru Shivaya Subramuniya Swami equates God and the Guru the same too. 

"He taught me humility, infused in me the light of Devotion, granted me the grace of his feet. After holy Interrogation, testing me entirely, he revealed to me the real, the unreal, and the very unreal. Undoubtedly, the Shiva- Guru is Eraivan, the worshipful Lord himself."

I am indebted and grateful to Agathiyar for he had switched the train cabin in my sleep and had me travel a different path, that which he chose for me. He switched my horoscope, he switched Nadi, he cleared my karma, removed me from my circle of family and friends and had me tread behind Supramania Swami and Tavayogi instead. As the director John Milius who made "Conan the Barbarian" told Arnold Schwarzenegger that "if we would not have had Arnold we would have had to build one", my guru Tavayogi on his part broke me into pieces and assembled me back piece by piece. Tavayogi was fond of telling me that we do not need this and that every instance, making me drop my hold on my things. He stuck an arrow into my heart the very day I invited him to grace my home. He told me that I was disillusioned about the kaavi or ochre attire he wore and that I thought that he had something hidden beneath it. I was wrong he said. He was just an Aasamy (Fraud) and not a Samy (Godman).

When the Siddhas come into our life, they hold our train of thoughts and start diverting them to positive things that bring in positive energy. When we submit ourselves to them, they work on us, making us a better person. Eventually, after having helped shaped us into a good person, we become tools in their hands to help set right our lives and those close to us in our own little way. For some, their mission is even bigger when it affects a major portion of the community and the world. These are the Siddha masters ordained to bring change to the people and the world around us.

LET US INVITE HIM WITHIN

Eventually, with sincere effort on our part and with their grace they enter our body again and take up residence in it. The Atma that left us the very moment that we began to think that we were in charge returns to its home and takes charge of us. It comes as the Guru to lead us on till we attain oneness with the Param, the Paramatma. 

ஆன்மா உடலையும் உயிரையும் தனது கட்டுப்பாட்டுக்குள் வைத்துக் கொள்ளும் ஒரு சூச்சமம். இந்தச் சூச்சமத்தை பிறந்த குழந்தைகள் 1  முதல் 5 வராகை வரையிலும் உடன் இருந்து மறையும். மறைத்தலின் காரணம் இன்னதென்று இப்போது உனக்குச் சொல்ல இயலாது. ஆனபோதிலும் ஆன்மா ஒருவரின் செயலைப் பொறுத்தே மீண்டும் அவனை வந்து சேரும். ஆன்மா உன்னோடு இருந்து உன்னை ஒரு பாதைக்கு இழுத்து செல்லும் அப்போது நீ அதனை உணர்ந்தாள், உன்னில் அதிர்வாய் தோன்றி மறையும். அந்த அதிர்வினை நீ உனக்குள் நீடிக்கப் பழகினால் உன்னால் ஆன்மா என்னும் உனது அதிர்வுகளில் ஊடுருவி என்னுள் (இறை / அகத்தியன்) வந்து சேர ஒரு வழி. 

When the divine takes up residence in us eventually we become him. Swami Saravanananda explains, "At whatever age, the aspirant gains illumination or the effulgence enters in him or emanates from within, some remarkable changes take place in the body frame.  The divine light seems to change the very structure of the DNA and RNA in each and every cell of the body,  with the result,  that they seem to function in the opposite direction. It is said that each cell of the body possesses partial consciousness and rudiments of intelligence.  The divine light that passes into the cell makes them fully awakened into perfect or near-perfect intelligence.  The result is the perfect immortal physical body. By his own self-will, the Lord has expressed in the human body and come to exist as such."

These are the saints that we know of.  

Gordon Matthews in his translation of Meykanda Devar's "Shivagnana Botham" writes, 

"When God comes as a Guru and teaches the soul, the soul is made to see that the world of experience, evolved from Maya, is non-real. It ceases then to identify itself with the non-real and to depend upon it, and in so doing it discovers its oneness with God."

I remember Tavayogi thrashing me each time I begin to hold onto something. He tells me that we do not need it. I now understand that he was instilling in me non-dependancy on all things external.

"By reason of the soul's virtue in previous births, God, who has been immanent in the soul, making it know, now vouchsafing to take the form of a Guru, initiates the soul in the Saiva mysteries, saying, - O thou son of a king, fallen among savages, the senses, and brought up by them, thou hast been ignorant of thy true greatness and hast wandered in ignorance. The primal one himself teaches these souls as a Guru."

"When the soul in previous births has performed Sariyai, kriya, and yoga, these meritorious practices reveal the knowledge which is the right path but does not give deliverance. Knowledge imparted by a Guru is given to those who have performed tapas in previous births, tapas consisting not of austerities, but of Sariyai, kriya, and yoga, the first three of the four degrees of Shiva worship. They are not the sadhana, but they lead to it. These three forms of worship lead to the fourth, Jnanam. Those who have performed Sariyai, kriya, and yoga attain the heavenly states of Salokyam, Samipya, and Sarupya respectively, and experience the joys that are there, the fruits of these forms of worship. Being born again into the world.... By performing what still remains to be performed of them, they cut off worldly desire so that it cannot bear fruit, and obtain knowledge of the real.

This knowledge received from a Guru is the last of the four Padas which prepare the soul for release. Jnanam is, in all cases, of divine, not human, origin; but the manner in which it is imparted varies according to the class of soul.….the soul on account of that development of Sariyai, kriya, and yoga seeks and finds the Guru and obtains knowledge. This knowledge for which the soul is prepared by Sariyai, kriya, and yoga is imparted by God, not, by ordinary human agency, as in the case of the arts and sciences. By the fulfillment of Sariyai, kriya, and yoga, the ripening of impurity (Malaparipaka, the maturing or ripening of impurity signifies the removal of impurity from the soul) and the descent of Sakti (Saktinipata understood either as the descent of grace upon the soul) is produced. Seeing this readiness of the soul, God who till now has been helping the soul to know, immanent within it, graciously appears as a Guru and instructs the soul. Then as soon as that knowledge is received, the soul, leaving the savages and uniting inseparably with God, attains his sacred feet.

Though I had Supramania Swami and Tavayogi as living gurus some time back the former showed me to his gurus and Shiva while the latter too showed me his gurus and Agathiyar. Swami Shivananda says, "He alone can show you the path to attain God, who is the Guru of Gurus, and obviate the snares and pitfalls on your path." He himself went in search of a guru and explains how he benefited from the association with the guru. After serving as a doctor in Malaya Shivananda decided to quit his career and become a mendicant in 1923.

"I led the life of a wandering monk, just for a short period, in search of my guru and of a suitable place charged with spiritual vibrations, for spending my life in seclusion and to do rigorous sadhana. I met many mahatmas and learned wonderful lessons. A deep study of the ways of mahatmas opened my eyes and gave me the strength to stick to rigorous sadhana in the right direction. I came to Rishikesh in June 1924 and found it my destination. I found Rishikesh an ideal place for intense and undisturbed spiritual practices true for all seekers after truth. I prayed to the Lord for his grace. From the sacred hands of Paramahansa Viswananda Saraswati, I received holy initiation on the bank of the Ganga on 1 June 1924. My Guru gave me initiation and enough spiritual strength and blessings."

I am glad my gurus showed me Shiva and Agathiyar. The Guru of Gurus encompasses the whole lineage and network of gurus. For how else is it possible that Gopal Pillai who had gone into samadhi delivers Agathiyar's message and the Vasudeva mantra to me through my nephew who is a student of Gopal Pillai's disciple, Annamalai Swami?

Just as Swami Muktananda writes in "Where Are You Going? - A Guide To The Spiritual Journey", published by Syda Foundation, 1989,, "Meeting the Siddha Guru, we receive the blessings of all the perfected ones", Siddha Konganar in prayer mentions that in the mere mention of Agathiyar's name, one has the entire Siddha tradition and lineage turn their attention on us. 

Initially, we might seek many places for a guru to guide us, but know that the ideal guru shall come looking for us when we are ready to accept his teachings. Lucy Cornelssen in "Hunting the I", Sri Ramanasramam, 2005, says, "If you are ready for him, he will meet you without any searching for him on your part. And only then can you be sure that he is the Guru for you."

Paramahansa Yogananda met his guru in such a manner too. He describes the sacred moment when he met his Guru Sri Yukteswar in his "Autobiography of a Yogi", Self Realization Fellowship, 1990.

"Together Habu and I set out for a distant marketplace in the Bengali section of Banaras…... As Habu and I moved on, I turned my head to survey a narrow inconspicuous lane. A Christ-like man in the ochre robes of a Swami stood motionless at the end of the lane. Instantly and anciently familiar he seemed."

Gnanananda wrote, "My master was waiting for me under a tree on the shore and the powerful glow of his eyes drew me automatically to him like a magnet."

Paul Zweig in the introduction to Swami Muktananda's "The Perfect Relationship", published by Syda Foundation, 1985, wrote "Swami Muktananda himself traveled all over India seeking a Guru. He became a monk at the ashram of Siddharuda Swami. After almost twenty-five years, he met Bhagawan Nithyananda who became his Guru. Swami Muktananda realized that the secret was with the Guru and so the need for one to learn at the feet of such a Guru. In a flash of self-understanding he knew that he had found his other half; that now he was whole again."

Swami Muktananda stresses, "The Guru is as necessary as prana, the life force, is necessary to the body." He writes in his book, "Kundalini - The Secret of Life", Siddha Yoga Publication, 1994, "If he tries to discover a path by himself, he will simply go around in circles, walking for a long time but never reaching his goal. The Guru has found everything you are seeking; that which you want has become the Guru's wealth. The difference between you and the Guru is that you are the seed and the Guru is the full-grown tree; you are the beginning, and he is the end."

Now I understand why both my gurus were delighted to see me at their doorstep. If Supramania Swami handed me his lifetime achievements and merits gained from his tapas, Tavayogi handed me the seed that would sprout to spread the words and teachings of Agathiyar and the Siddhas. If we come to sow the seed continuing our ancestral lineage, the gurus pass their merits and the seed on to someone before they left their mortal frame, hence continuing the lineage of masters. 

Swami Muktananda in "The Perfect Relationship", Syda Foundation, 1985, wrote, "He felt that the secret resided with great beings, with saints; they were themselves the secret and he could learn what they were by loving them and sitting at their feet."

As for Yogi Ramsuratkumar, he was chiseled, molded, and nurtured by three great gurus. Truman quotes the yogi on his three masters who worked on him. "This beggar had three fathers. There was much work done on this beggar. Aurobindo started, Ramana Maharishi did a little and Ramdas finished."

Swami Sivananda has this piece of advice for seekers of a guru,

"Let each man take the path according to his capacity, temperament, and understanding. His Satguru will meet him along the path. Listen to all, but follow one. Respect all, but adore one. Gather knowledge from all, but adopt the teachings of one master. Then you will have rapid spiritual progress. Once you choose your Guru, implicitly follow him. God will guide you through the Guru."

Ram Dass in "Paths to God - Living the Bhagavadgita", Harmony Books, 2004, writes, "We are surrounded by a web of well-wishes, all wanting to help us get free."

The Siddhas too are ever waiting and hoping that an aspirant or a likely candidate should stumble upon them where they could take him in and groom him to become another Siddha at par with them. They work on one's karma so that he is free from the results of his past actions and can start work on a spiritual journey as planned and ordained by them. Hence the reason at the onset they speak about our past karma and set us on a pilgrimage to temples to carry out remedies and attorn for our past actions. 

In "Secret of the Siddhas", a Siddha Yoga Publication, 1980, Swami Muktananda writes that "the grace of a Siddha simply removes the veil of ignorance so that one realizes that one is already perfect."